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I've learn that the hard way. When I learned my long distance girlfriend died, I thought I actually lost someone I loved, but the truth is, she never existed. She and her brother was all a ruse played by a someone I wish to not have contact with anymore. What's worse, in my state of depression, I tried to take my life multiple times. Today I was about to do again, this time, I left a note to my friend that I'm going to do it. I made them worried, and for that, I am sorry.

As I failed to take my life again thanks to my mother, I received a call from my lawyer who told me the truth. There was no record of Angelica Gainnes in the United States. My depression turned to full rage and I texted "her brother" to know the truth. My mind was blinded that I forgot about that note I left for my friends, so they thought I was in danger. When I finally got the truth and explain them the situation, I said some stupid things. I told them that I never felt love for "Ange", that I was playing "her" game. That the note I left was planted so they played along. The truth is, I believed "her" love, I fell for it. The note I left was also true, I was planning to take away my life. The reason why I said those lies was because I was tired of being played like a fiddle. All my life I was played like a fiddle and I just wanted to seem like I had the upper hand. Sadly, it just made everyone see me as a jerk, and I deserved it. I should have told them the truth instead of hiding my emotions.

Though they might never forgive me, I won't blame them. I was a fool to the end. I was right; I am an intelligent man, but so bloody naive.
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aimop95 Featured By Owner Dec 12, 2012
Not to be insensitive but....If you only ever met her online, why should you trust her/him?
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R10tPol1ce Featured By Owner Sep 9, 2012  Student Writer
what the fucking fuck? when the fucking fuck did this happen?

you alright now, bro?
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rustics Featured By Owner Jul 31, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
That's horrible! Some sick people...
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Tintinytdj Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Wait... so the carcrash video thing was based on something nonexistent?
Oh god.
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DiscordArts Featured By Owner Jun 25, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Harsh
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kittyGLaD Featured By Owner Jun 22, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
awwww,you deserve a hug :(
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Colin248 Featured By Owner Jun 19, 2012
we share a pain you and i then. we both know what it is like to be decived through the teeth. feels horrible does it not... a terrible pain surgeing through your body, driveing you to the edge... but the truth... the real kick. brings you right back. you wish to lose contact with them, thats all well and good.

me. well... lets say i look forward to some good old fashined revenge should i ever meet the one who hurt me.
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Firestorm-CAN Featured By Owner Jun 12, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Galaxy, when I heard about this trickery my heart was shattered. Seeing a guy like you being fooled like that, it makes we want to hunt this bastard down and tear him apart piece by solitary piece.

Love can be a powerful thing, and in the wrong hands, it can cause even the best man to drop his guard. I'd give an example, but there's just too many to choose from.

I know you've received a lot of messages like this, but I just had to throw in my support. You're a good man, Galaxy. You've made thousands of people happy with your videos, myself and my non-brony little brother included. Don't let this horrible lie keep you from performing your art. I'm with you all the way, man.
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Weregaruru Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
...*nods* Sometimes i know the feeling. Especially from past feelings.

It is still a remedy, if not a easy one. Is the leave it behind, To look back on as a lesson, but to never live with for as long as you live.

*bro-fist* Ive seen your video's, you are very talented. I may not like all the video's, It still brightens up my day, due to the depressions like so, the hard times and sometimes for a good start on a sad or glorious day.

Im a stranger only passing by, when i saw a video with a cryptic sentence on it. And I wanted to give you comfort and my sympathy.

Please do take care. My road has not been easy, and I see your's hasnt. Maybe there should a unity for all to walk the broken road together, if it isnt easy to trudge alone.
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SonictheHedgehogPL Featured By Owner May 31, 2012  Student Writer
Naivety is a common thing for all good men. I know that all too well.

I sympathize, man. There are no words. No one deserves what you're going through.
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